Slow motion forgiveness
Here's how I see judgment working in the inner child and immune system.
One job of the basic self is recording and storing unresolved disturbances, until they are accessed, and the life lessons extracted. Why? The soul knows all 3D experience is valuable and useful. The basic self records and holds onto all percepts left unresolved.
For example, say you have an issue with feeling betrayed; you are super-sensitive to any sense you might be betrayed again. Do you think this formed from a single incident? Or do you think this formed from feeling betrayed over and over? For a bona fide issue to form, requires many instances of feeling a negative emotion. For faulty beliefs to become conscious here in 3D, requires much "rehearsing" and reinforcing. The basic self records each of those instances. Some clairvoyants see these hurts, these judgments, as pins. Hence the commonly heard phrase “human pin cushion.”
Sometimes we have so many instances, the inner child needs a very simple way to keep track of them. So it simply numbers them: the first time I allowed myself to feel betrayed and let down, the second time I allowed myself to feel betrayed and let down, etc.
The good news is, since incidents are recorded by the number—they can be forgiven by the number! Forgiveness can only be done by your soul. The mind and emotions do not know how to forgive. Forgiveness is a soul action, a spiritual exercise. Slow-motion forgiveness goes like this:
“I forgive myself for allowing myself to feel (the negative emotion, i.e. betrayal), the first time, the second time, the third time 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12 . . .
Clients count as long as energy continues to move and clear. We go as high as 30 or 50 in a 1:1 session. In the next three days, it can be very healing for clients do it again--as long as energy moves somehow. I count to 1000 on my issues. I often do this walking, one number per step.
Please do make up your own verbal formulas and try them! You know you have the right word formula if energy begins moving and clearing. Feel free to change the words to “hit the nail more on the head.” Often clients cannot feel the energy move. A more intuitive person can tell them what’s occurring.
